Low mood tonight

[BoroRedKen]

1st night i have dog sat on my own since Carmen's passing.

Just not the same without her. Even the dogs were a bit confused. No laughter watching me prat about with the hounds.

Just got to get through the next 7 days then hopefully i can start to rebuild a smashed up heart.

I have had some narrow escapes in my life but have never felt pain like this in my life.

Its you lads and RR keeping me afloat.

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[BoroRedKen]

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[fukyu]

The time between a loved one  dying and being put to rest is a strange one,it's a kind of limbo,On the day you get some closure and the day after you realise they've gone forever. That's the hard bit,life still goes on,but it goes on in a different way.Sorry I can't be of anymore help than that,but you owe it to Carmen to carry on.

[BoroRedKen]

The time between a loved one  dying and being put to rest is a strange one,it's a kind of limbo,On the day you get some closure and the day after you realise they've gone forever. That's the hard bit,life still goes on,but it goes on in a different way.Sorry I can't be of anymore help than that,but you owe it to Carmen to carry on.

Its just good to know some people get me at the moment. I know my emotions/moods are up and down but thats what i expected.

Its the insomnia. I have always had it but this last week it has taken its toll on me. Can handle the mental fatigue but the physical fatigue is kicking in big style.

[Nosmo-King]

Ken, you will have days where you are in the depths of despair- sorry to point this out. However, with the passing of time things will get better- trust me.

One thing to do is get out of the house, get active, Carmen would not want to see you continually down. Try and occupy your mind.

Difficult and sounds like tough love. You can do it and, slowly but surely things will improve.

[Poolielad]

Chin up matey.........Hard to see at the moment, but time is a great healer.... Take care mate.

[erimus74]

Sorry to read this Ken, life is certainly not fair, since Carmens passing & the days leading up to laying Carmen to rest, you will have gone through so much emotion & will continue to, stay strong, life will get better, overtime, you will be able to smile at the times you both laughed at & will be able to talk about Carmen with a smile, it will take time but time will improve how you feel, stay strong Ken x

[TommyDickfingers]

Keep going Ken, it will feel like a rollercoaster of emotions for a while yet but as people are saying it will improve.

[RiversideRifle]

Keep going Ken you're a fighter mate 👊🏼 as others have said time is the best healer x

[AtomicDog]

Keep your chin up Boss



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