REFLECTIONS

[BoroRedKen]

Spent all night being reflective (?). No sleep again.

The last 6 months of my life has been hell on Earth.

Me and Carmen had so many plans for when she had an operation that we were constantly told would improve her life. We were going to get married at Christmas.

But tomorrow i have to say goodbye to her. When she was in a coma i sat by her bedside day after day and promised her the world just to wake up.
When Carmen woke up i sat there and sobbed. My life and hope was given back to me. 3 months later i have to say goodbye to Carmen.

Then we come to Rob Nichols, Nick Fucking Small and Alexander Nichols-Hay/Sexpom/Alex the Kid/Boro1876.
My anger towards them is ready to explode.
I dont mean reporting things etc. I mean full on anger. I will NEVER forget what my arrest did to Carmen.

Looking at her face, whilst she was very ill, as they raided my house then nicked me, will haunt me forever. The fucking Police did not give 1 fuck how ill she was or that she would be left alone for fuck knows how long.
AND WHAT FOR?

SO FUCKING ROB NICHOLS KEEPS HIS "STANDING" AND "CLOSENESS" TO MFC?
SO "SEXPOM" CAN BECOME THE MOST LIKED MEMBER ON FUCKING FLYME?
FUCK ALL TO DO WITH RACISM AND ALL TO DO WITH THE FALSENESS NICHOLS HAS CREATED AROUND HIM.
THE SNIVELLING LITTLE CUNT WAS AROUND WHEN ANDY KILLED HIMSELF. MY WIFE PASSES 24YR LATER AND THE CUNT IS "AROUND" ME AGAIN.
I DETEST THE MAN.
SEXPOM IS A SPINELESS JELLYFISH.

AS FOR SMALL. THAT NO-MARK MADE IT DEEPLY PERSONAL. I SHALL FROM NOW ON NOT MENTION THE WANKER. I DO NOT WANT THAT NO MARK TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME OR WHERE I AM.
I WANT HIM FOR MYSELF.