LAST NIGHT

[BoroRedKen]

Finally had what feels like a decent kip!

1st time in months.

Fell asleep at about 7pm (wide awake at 4am though) and actually feel "refreshed".

Is this the light at the end of a miserable tunnel?

I miss Carmen so much it hurts like hell sometimes.

And i know its a cliche but she would kick my arse and tell me to sort myself out because im no use to anyone the way i feel.

This has been an awful time. Lost Carmen, work, money, reputation. Received some very nasty threats including getting shot and having ammonia poured down my throat.

And why?

1 bloke (aided and abetted by Rob Nichols and Nick Small) caused all this. Alexander Nicholls Hay. Alex the Kid, Sexpom, Quicksilvera.

He ran to the cops. Then when that failed he made a fake account on Twitter on ran to anti-racism groups.

No charges. No convictions. Yet 1 "bloke" can run around and lay this crap on people?

You lot on Fmttm deserve the type of posters you have. Bitter nasty sick in the head crybabies.

Even Smalltown gets a "pass" from me. And nobody likes him but he has been "silenced" by some of the fake "new" bullies.

I never wanted to do all this in the public domain.

But when people run and hide what else am i left with? Do you all think im ever just going to walk away? Never.

The insults and comments on that Carmen thread will stay in my head forever.   

[BoroRedKen]

Lets reveal things about me.

Im no angel. Far from it. You stick your beak in my affairs and i will stick my beak in yours.

7 years as a Samaritan.

Lost count of the amount of non-UK born people i have taught basic English and maths to.

Worked in Prisons helping with rehab etc.

Worked in CAB for 4 years. Fuck me i even learnt basic Urdu!

But 1 person decides you are a "racist" and in the current climate you are finished.

I could fill the Pig Iron with all the people i have helped over the last 15/20 years.

But here is the truth bomb.

It was never about racism. The authorities have only ever received 3 complaints about me/here. ALL BY THE SAME SINGLE PERSON.
Its purely political.

Its my "revelation" im a Conservative.
We have all read the hateful stuff Sexpom and co post about "Tories".

"SWING FROM LAMPPOSTS" "CHILD MURDERING SCUM" ETC ETC ETC.

But im the 1 causing "offence"? Give over!

 

[teamboro]

You will get through this Ken yes you are going through hell keep fighting you are stronger than you think Carmen will be proud